Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Crying for No Reason


there's someone who had a things same like me?
is it, only me can crying for no reason?
it's true! i'm crying for no reason.
why? why? why?

for now, i just can assume that i'm crying with no reason because of :

:: Tension ::
:: Stress ::
:: Situation ::
:: Miss ::
:: Need ::
:: Money [little bit] ::
:: One more, assignment! heh ::

That's all..
Thank you..






Monday, October 15, 2012

Part of Happiness


They brings the happiness.

~Laugh~
~Happy~
~Smile~
~Sad~
~Cry~
~etc~


 :: Ammar ::


:: Ayad ::



:: Asmaei ::

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:: The Cousin Combination ::


What will happen if...


Monday blues...

Currently sedang menitiskan air mata bila men'stalker'kan diri ke facebook kawan sekolah dulu [tak friend kat fb]. She lost her bf because of an accident. It's too hurt right? What will happen if I in her place. Hah! memang tak dapat nak bayangkan saya tak kuat.

Ye, saya tak kuat. Even bayangkan je boleh menangis teriak bagai. What will happen if I lose the most important and precious person in my life. It's look like i'm gonna die too.

Lihat sekeliling, lihat mereka yang telah berhadapan, berpengalaman menempuhi dugaan yang besar ni. I raise my hand and pray to Allah. "Ya Allah, jika engkau hendak mengambil seseorang yang aku sangat sayangi, kau ambil lah apabila aku sudah betul2 kuat betul2 tabah untuk menghadapi segala ujian dan dugaan yang akan datang".

Who's knows kan? Bila-bila boleh jadi. I really know that. But once, I think about it. I pray to Him and speak to Him like that. Seriously, I'm not ready.. not ready...  -_-



Friday, October 5, 2012

Realiti Kehidupan

Realiti...
yang hidup tetap akan mati,
sudah semestinya.

Realiti...
seberapa ramai orang disamping kita,
seberapa ramai teman disekeliling kita,
keseorangan, kesunyian,
kesepian tetap datang menemani.

Realiti...
betapa kuat kita cuba pamerkan,
betapa gagah kita cuba tunjukkan,
di sana tetap ada kelemahan,
ketakutan yang cuba menunjukkan dirinya.

Realiti...
di sebalik senyuman yang indah,
yang tidak pernah putus ditunjukkan,
tetap ada kesedihan,
yang tersembunyi di dalam.

Realiti...
di dalam kesusahan, 
akan ada kesenangan,
di dalam kesenangan,
akan ada juga kesusahan.

Allah maha kuasa,
Allah maha adil,
Setiap yang dilakukan,
Pasti ada balasan,
Antara syurga dan neraka.
Kita yang memilihnya....