Monday blues...
Currently sedang menitiskan air mata bila men'stalker'kan diri ke facebook kawan sekolah dulu [tak friend kat fb]. She lost her bf because of an accident. It's too hurt right? What will happen if I in her place. Hah! memang tak dapat nak bayangkan
Ye, saya tak kuat. Even bayangkan je boleh menangis teriak bagai. What will happen if I lose the most important and precious person in my life. It's look like i'm gonna die too.
Lihat sekeliling, lihat mereka yang telah berhadapan, berpengalaman menempuhi dugaan yang besar ni. I raise my hand and pray to Allah. "Ya Allah, jika engkau hendak mengambil seseorang yang aku sangat sayangi, kau ambil lah apabila aku sudah betul2 kuat betul2 tabah untuk menghadapi segala ujian dan dugaan yang akan datang".
Who's knows kan? Bila-bila boleh jadi. I really know that. But once, I think about it. I pray to Him and speak to Him like that. Seriously, I'm not ready.. not ready... -_-
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